On October 16, 2006 I ran my vehicle into another at 98 miles per hour. The car I hit went into the ditch, hit a stone wall, and rolled over coming to rest against a tree. The family in that car was headed home after a day of school and work. The family I came close to killing survived. I am grateful.
I have a woman in my life who loves me, who is very interested in my well being. She is the mother of my children and understands the importance of a father. She's kept the children available and hasn't tried to replace me. She is smart and capable. She hasn't given up on me despite everything I've done wrong. The wonderful woman is still my friend. I am grateful.
I have smart, healthy children that love me and call me dad. They look forward to the day I come home. I have the opportunity to share my knowledge and experiences with them. I have the chance to be the father my children deserve. I am grateful.
What was the best thing that ever happened to you? Everyone asked this question will have a different answer. Some would say; I met the woman or man of my dreams. Others might say something about children, a job, or an opportunity that came along. My answer is Prison. Prison is the best thing that has happened to me. I've been given time alone to think, and in doing so; I realised I had to stop worrying about what other people thought, and start discovering what it was I thought and felt. Prison has provided a drug and alcohol free environment. This has been longest periods in my life I can remember being sober. I have a clear mind. My thoughts are my own. My memories are returning. I walked into prison a confused, angry, defiant, and stubborn man. A better man, a healthy man will walk out of prison. I am grateful.
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